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Dear Baby Bump…It’s not your fault.

Dear baby bump...


You are a miracle in your own right.

You are so, so loved.

You are so, so wanted.

You are your own person.

You have your own space in our hearts.


It’s not your fault.

It’s not your fault mommy is sad sometimes…

It’s not your fault that you are coming after the darkest time in mommy and daddy's life.

It’s not your fault we will be overprotective.

It’s not your fault.


You are prayed upon.

You are being waited on.

You are so special to so many people.


We will love you for YOU.

We love you, forever.

We can’t wait for you to make your debut  🤍✨


Love,

Mommy ✨

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