It’s Anita’s Life

Week 30 - PAL (Pregnancy After Loss) Journey        Fourth Pregnancy. Fourth Baby. Fourth Journey.   This is the longest I've ever been pregnant and it petrifies me.  Feeling the kicks, hiccups, rolls, punches is the best feeling in the world. Baby reminds me they're here and living their best life.  But, trauma also reminds me that it can be taken at any moment in time. Just last year I felt bliss, peace and felt like I was there. Just a couple weeks til I met my first-born son. Then, in the blink of an eye, it was all ripped from my arms.  How can I possibly hope again? Check out my older blog post Wavering Faith for deeper thoughts on finding my hope again. It was posted days before we found out we were expecting Baby E! 💛